Blair’s Golden Road Blog: Here’s Where the Rainbow Ends
By Blair Jackson
Nearly two years and 90 blogs ago, we embarked on a remarkable mutual journey through the world of the Dead. At times, writing Blair’s Golden Road Blog and contributing regular features to Dead.net has felt like a wonderful continuation of putting out The Golden Road, the spirited Dead ’zine my wife, Regan, and I put out between 1984 and 1993.
Writing for this space, I’ve been able to freely explore an incredible variety of topics relating to the Grateful Dead and all the impressive surviving offshoots thriving today. I’ve had the opportunity to interview at length so many fantastic musicians from Furthur, Phil & Friends, RatDog and Mickey’s and Bill’s groups—all of them incredibly nice and interesting folks. These are all truly special people who have been touched by that GD mojo. I’ve been privileged to write about a mind-blowing array of transformative events, from Bob’s transfixing meld with the Marin Symphony, to various New Year’s extravaganzas, Phil’s remarkable 70th birthday concert, Wavy Gravy’s 75th, the Global Drum Project, various magical Rex benefits and so many more. We’ve talked about Dead-related books, movies and videos, debated myriad big and small issues related to the Dead Head community, and gone off on all sorts of strange and colorful tangents. And there was also a fairly large dose of nostalgia—memories, reflections, opinions shared and sometimes battled over.
This week’s column marks the end of Blair’s Golden Road Blog, and I want to sincerely thank you all for your input these past two years. To be honest, when I started the blog, I was worried that the discussions it would prompt might devolve into the sometimes bitter and acrimonious back-and-forth that is so common in discussion groups all over the Internet. I completely understand that this is the way of the modern world, but I don’t have to approve of it! Can’t we all just get along? Yes, we can can!
But I/we lucked out! The responses to nearly every topic I broached in the blog were informative, thoughtfully presented and remarkably free of invective. What a collection of stories you’ve shared with us — insightful, funny, scary, crazy; the whole emotional spectrum. Thanks for being so damn cool! You also have my eternal gratitude for turning me on to your favorite shows, CDs and other inspiring things that brighten your lives. For a guy who is supposedly an “expert” on all this, I have huge humbling gaps in my knowledge—hundreds of shows and even a few entire tours I’ve never heard a note from, sad to say. I’ve taken copious notes from your suggestions and they should keep me busy for a long time to come. And with any luck, you’ve learned a few things from me and your fellow fans along the way. Lord, you know we made a fine connection!
The Grateful Dead has been in the foreground of my life since I first saw the band in 1970 (talk to high school buddies I tortured with endless spins of Live Dead, Workingman’s Dead and American Beauty!), but most intensely since the beginning of the ’80s, when my show-going increased dramatically (thanks to the Dead playing at the Greek, Frost, Ventura, etc.) and wrote my first book about the band, The Music Never Stopped. The feedback that book elicited (dozens of hand-written letters; remember that art form?) led directly to my starting The Golden Road, which dominated nine amazing years of Regan’s and my life. That, in turn, prompted Viking Books to ask me to write Garcia: An American Life following Jerry’s death, a project that affected me more emotionally than any in my career. Its success led to other books (such as Grateful Dead Gear) and to a number of liner notes writing assignments, and even some production work on Grateful Dead and Garcia releases — If An American Life was my favorite project of the post-Grateful Dead era, the box set, All Good Things: Jerry Garcia Studio Sessions, was a close second. To be in a top-flight professional recording studio day after day for months, listening to hour after hour of Jerry in action was powerfully overwhelming. God, I miss Jerry.
It was also an honor to work on the 17-volume Road Trips series with David Lemieux, who has been creatively steering the Good Ship Grateful Dead through both calm and stormy waters in the post-Garcia era and has consistently done magnificent work to keep the flame alive. I was, frankly, disappointed that Road Trips was critically lambasted in some circles, but I stand by every choice that was made and I continue to believe that a strong anthology can be every bit the equal of a single hot show release. Happily, the Dave’s Picks series seems to be working for just about everyone. Another highlight for me was penning the main essay for The Complete Europe ’72 megabox. That was such a special world to live in for the months it took to put together.
Sometimes I feel as though my life has been one very long Grateful Dead show. There are jamming songs and short tunes, rockers and ballads, smooth transitions and noisy train wrecks; songs I don’t want to hear, others that arrive at the perfect moment, “space” that baffles and soothes; long lines, lots of waiting around and bathroom breaks; dashed expectations and miracles beyond wonder.
At some point around 40 years ago, “Playing in the Band” started rattling around in my head, and stayed there. There have been a thousand offshoots from that theme, but it never disappears completely, and the variations are unending. Like waves upon the sand.
I’ve long embraced the concept that the sound of the Grateful Dead, and their songs, are always out there, floating in the ether, and all we do is just lock onto it/them for brief or long periods, as we ourselves move through time and space. It’s all one “Dark Star,” one “Playing in the Band,” from the early days through the post-Jerry years, and we enter that zone both alone and together. Where does the time go? It’s right there, unfolding before you. How does the song go? Just like you think it does.
Take care, everybody! No doubt I’ll see you again a few exits down The Golden Road. In the immortal words of counterculture sage Scoop Nisker, “Question authority and question reality. Stay high but keep your priorities straight.”
And as my eternal role model, the ever-optimistic Tigger, put it, “Ta-ta for now!”
Best Wishes, Blair . . . I couldn't have said any of what you've so eloquently put into words these many years any better than you have . . . ~ Thank You ~ ! . . .
Best wishes down the road, Blair, and thanks for your writing and the forum.
I also noticed a mood in this last blog, but I didn't want to go there, but since you have both touched upon some thoughts that I had also had, I decided to put this out there, Blair, did you get fired? Did they dump you for someone else who would do the same thing for less? I can see why it would be hard for you not to have a say about the shoddy business practices of Rhino, their non existent cusomer service, or the not quite right product but I never heard you say a negative word, congrats for that but could this be why you are leaving? Inquiring minds want to know, you can pm me if you don't want to say here on the blog. If this is downsizing, who's next? We the customer have all ready been put on the back burner by Rhino and it's subordinates in the name of profit, now they slowly start to chip away at the old guard for the same greed? when will it stop, when this site is mearly a website to "place your order"?
Blair, if you are leaving on your own accord for whatever the reason, good luck again and Happy Trails, but if you have been downsized, that would be a real shame and another black mark for Rhino.
I have really enjoyed your blogs..has it really been two years. You have constantly come up with interesting material and different angles and I think your writings get better all time. I seee that David Dadd is taking over the blogging slot....you are going to be a hard act to follow.
The way you write here seems to suggest that you are done not just with the blog, but also the whole deadnet/rhino world. Surely not? Whatever the case stay well, and I will be sure to look out for your next book project.
...for all of the great stories...and memories. Your contributions will be missed.
This development has all the earmarks of Corporate downsizing.
Peace be with you...
Like others I didn't comment on your Blogs but enjoyed them immensely. Good luck with whatever the future brings to you and thanks again for a thoroughly enjoyable two years.
Always looked forward to your blogs every week. A lot of interesting and insightful stuff over the past two years. I've been a fan of your writings ever since I got on the bus in '83. You will be greatly missed. Blair, I wish you and your family nothing but health and happiness in whatever and wherever the Golden Road takes you. Stop back and say hey once and awhile. Thanks for not just the past two, but the past 30+ years of taking us inside this band of misfits that keep following me around.
Peace, Love and the Grateful Dead................
Thoroughly informative and entertaining post, Blair. Blessings 'be' to you and yours!
I have really enjoyed the blog and have always looked forward to reading your words. You help make this a community as well, acknowledging us as fellow travelers on the scene and valuing our words and thoughts as well. See you around, you keep popping up in my worlds for the past 30 years just like the music of the Good Old Grateful Dead. I still have my complete collection of The Golden Road and your books. Peace and best to you and your family and good luck on your future endeavors.
Can't say I followed your blog like some of the other people who have posted, and I rarely commented upon them. But still, I enjoyed the ones that I read and your blog is pretty much the only reason I would check in around here.
So, thanks for the entertaining and sometimes thought provoking work, and best of luck with whatever future projects you pursue.